As I watched him pull out his boarding pass and look hopefully into my eyes.. I was fighting hard, with every thing I had, not to let the tears swelling in my eyes pour down my face. I haven't said Goodbye in so long, in so many years.. After everything.. it seems that I've forgotten how. It was a very difficult day, to watch the guy I love fly away.. I fled back to the elevators, then to my car and cried so hard. I cried when I scanned my ticket while leaving, I cried crossing the bridge. I cried all. the. way. home.
I hate being 1000 miles from him. My heart aches for all the men and women that have to endure this regularly. There is no way I am strong enough for this. I cannot wait until he is home.
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